Day #11
Letter’s of Surrender: 90 Day’s of Living An intuitive Life
June 20, 2025 6:56am
Dear Reader,
This morning, I am continuing the train of possibility. I have been thinking about it all morning. Especially, as I prepare for my trip to Oahu and Vegas tomorrow. I am really excited for it, and it’s been interesting for me to also feel fear. Sometimes, I can’t tell the difference, but also, I do realize that I have also held fear surrounding trips. It’s something that I absolutely love doing, but I’m always afraid that I am going to run out of money. I was conditioned into a very narrowed belief surrounding abundance. Especially, in finances. I used to believe that you have to hustle really hard in order to make it. I used to believe that you also, had to be deserving of it. I used to believe, that there was never enough.
I am doing my best to switch those beliefs. I don’t want to live in fear. I don’t want to live in this state of lack. I want to live in the frequency of possibility. And, I don’t mean luck or chance, like many people call it. It seem’s that physicist’s are beginning to realize that nothing is of chance. Everything is calculated. The universe is on purpose when they break it down mathematically. And that’s the thing, I believe that God would not create an unintentional universe. If that is true, than all i have to do is ask for what I want and literally, open my heart to whatever comes up. The thing’s that Bashar and Abraham Hick’s say, that pretty much sum up to, “Ask for it and then drop it.” Seem’s to be the real skill to develop here. I notice in my own experience, that you really just need to ask for it once, and then become present in your steps forward. And I really have been practicing this more and more each day.
Now that I reflect on it, I have never been as intentional about my life, until now. Especially now that I realize how important it is to get clear on what you want, you know? I also have to say, it’s quite interesting to write about so much light. When I first started this blog, I was harping on a lot of darkness. Looking for the light that exists within me. Wanting to transmute darkness into light. And now, I am wanting to train my thoughts into the light. I want it to be so natural, that thinking of fear is the thing that feel’s the most awkward, you know? And I believe it is possible. I just need to be more present with myself.
If I’m being really honest, I keep saying the word, “possibilities” and, I keep mentioning, “You have to open yourself up to unlimited possibilities.” But, idk what the hell that looks like. lol. And I realize, that’s the part of me that needs to control things to feel safe. It is the part of me that wants to control possibility. What a concept. lol. So, I do know, that the only thing I can do in this adventure of possibility, is to relax into the present moment’s. To be happy, anyway. To practice joy, anyway. And honestly, I feel like I have already been doing this. I love writing this blog. I love creating reading’s for my Youtube Channel. I love the people I get to spend the whole day with. I love my client’s. I spend most of my day, in love with what I do. Especially, now. And I feel, if I just keep choosing the thing’s that make me feel love, possibilities are going to open up in love. And, I may be taking steps towards living a life I never imagined!
As I close this morning’s post, I hope that you catch the same possibility bug as me. I hope you can feel the excitement I have for possibility through my word’s. I hope you decide to also, open your heart to endless possibilities. We live in a magnificent universe, in which everything is intentional. Which means, you were made with intention. You are here, experiencing this physical life, on purpose. What a blessing to really sit with that understanding.
Love Always,
Ariel