Day #21
Letter’s of Surrender: 90 Day’s of Living An Intuitive Life
June 30, 2025 10:03am
Dear Reader,
I slept for 12 hours. Probably more. I was so incredibly tired from my trip to Vegas and immediately fell asleep when I got home. I did not even get to do my reading’s for my Youtube Channel and, didn’t even write a reflection. I decided I wouldn’t be so hard on myself about it. I am doing this for me, and honestly, I had invested so much energy into this trip, I had to allow myself the time to rest and recover. I am probably going to do alot of that today, still.
There are so many different thing’s that happened on my trip to Vegas. So many new realization’s and awarenesses. Not just for me, but for my partner as well. Possibility presented itself in form’s of conversation’s and meeting people who are living these amazing, abundant lives. It was so wonderful to experience and also, wonderful to realize. I feel, we have come to a point in our lives, where we are wanting to begin something new. To shift our perspective and be more courageous in my path moving forward.
I think one thing that I am realizing is, what I was already moving towards prior to attending this conference is MY thing. It is the very unique thing that I had creatively put together for myself and I want nothing more, but to bring it more to life. To meet all these people who are living possibilities I never even thought of, is making me realize, that I have the same privilege as well. I have the same freedom. I realize that it’s not about living their life, it is about living more of my own. I feel the energy of possibility in places like Vegas and I think, that’s what the core value of this trip was. To meet other’s who’ve put together their lives in ways I never thought was possible. It is to take that energy of possibility and bless my own life with it.
I have the capacity to call in abundance, freedom, unconditional love and support. I just have to do more of me and do it without guilt or shame.
On the other end of this, however, parts of me is also saying to make space for something new. And, I think that is something that will always be in my life. Is that I am always going to be calling in something new because I love experience. I realize that, I have to be okay with allowing change in my life. To let go of what really isn’t me moving forward, but also, to be courageous and do new things and immerse myself in new environments.
My life often feel’s confusing because when I do expose myself to new environment’s, I realize that parts of me exist there, too. It’s like I continue to find bits and pieces of myself everywhere I go. That’s what really seem’s to call me forward towards adventure. It’s not about wanting to escape where I am. It is about finding more of who I am in different places. Spiritually, I feel so connected to that path. That’s why I enjoy travel so much.
So, as you can see, I’m not quite sure where all of this is leading me to. But I do know how I want to feel moving forward. I think if anything, I need to really follow through with this commitment to following my own intuition. And perhaps, I have been asking myself the wrong question’s. I think as this day move’s forward, I will find more clarity.
To bring this whole post together, I will say this - change we must. There are entire world’s out there. Do not get caught up in the mundane drama of day to day life. Life is big and always evolving and growing. Allow it to show you what stepping courageously into your life will manifest for you.
Love Always,
Ariel