Day #22
Letter’s of Surrender: 90 Days of Living An Intuitive Life
Tuesday, July 1, 2025 9:56am
Dear Reader,
This morning, I am going to intentionally choose my new, intuitive path. Since the day I received my first oracle card deck, I have thought about becoming a reader for other’s. I have always been a writer, who wrote with the intention’s to inspire other’s. I didn’t realize then, that I was channeling something greater than myself. That, I was channeling the higher version of me, broader perspective and perhaps, even those who have came before me. But, as I reflect on my writing journey, I have realized that I have been connected this whole time. My intuitive abilities have always been there for me to cultivate, but there were too many layer’s of conditioning’s and fear. I could not see past all of that to understand what my spiritual gifts were.
Since I was young, I have always been told I was intuitive and insightful. I always had this internal knowing that I knew where I was going. I could always find my way around, easily and I was always quite confident about it. I always had great timing. It was my anxiety and my past conditioning’s and trauma that would blind me. I think, now that I have become knowledgeable about my own trauma and fear, I have realized my connection to God. I have always been connected to the universe, to spirit. I have always had this understanding that we were all connected and, that we were so much bigger than we believed. That the stories of Jesus and Buddha, were just a reminder to ourselves that their connection exists within us. We are Jesus. We are Buddha. Although, it took me some time and life experiences to come to this understanding, I believe I am ready to take it on.
I realize, that my beauty business, as wonderful as it has been, is no longer calling me. Especially, as I heal survival mechanism’s and begin to really believe that I am supported and unconditionally loved by God. There is nothing for me to worry about. Everything that I need is always here for me. I just have to be brave enough to perceive it and to allow it into my life. I realize, that I have wanted to build such a huge empire to protect myself. I thought, if I could make a huge business and make a whole bunch of money, I would be accepted and loved by other’s. That I would be able to provide for my family and be loved by them. That I could show them the benefits of building a business.
I realize now, that I do not need to do that to have all those things. I do not need to have a beauty business to inspire emotion’s of freedom, love and happiness. They already exist within me. The more I tune into those emotion’s, the more I lean toward’s my true calling. I want to do tarot and oracle card reading’s for others. I want that to be the way in which I guide other’s to the highest version of themselves. I have looked up other’s who are already on that path and I know it is possible for me, too. And, it would allow me to live a free life. I would have more time, money & energy doing the thing I loved doing. Immersing myself into a universe that I have always been drawn to. I have ALWAYS loved the things that couldn’t be seen, but felt. I just had to heal from all the things that made me put up defenses.
So, today, my goal is to let go of what is no longer serving my highest path. I can tell that it is not just me who is experiencing a shift, it is my family as well. Our trip to Vegas was so much more than we thought it would be. It allowed us to narrow in on what we want to truly do and who we want to be moving forward. We felt and realized possibilty and freedom and, understood what was possible for ourselves. Now, I understand the value of being your true authentic self. Because, there will always be people who need someone to look toward’s for permission to be their own true self. And although it shouldn’t be that way, we are but human’s.
With that said, over the next couple of week’s, I will be putting to rest any project’s that I had to grow my beauty business. And, I am going to begin directing my energy toward’s building my intuitive one. With it, I know I will be able to speak directly to the heart’s and mind’s of other’s, while also, being able to provide for my family and live a free and adventurous life with them. Something tells me, that by finally taking up this path, everything is going to manifest faster than I could have imagined.
With that said, I pray that you find the courage within yourself to take up your intuitive path as well. For the rest of this blog series, I will be focusing upon building this intuitive business, while also sharing openly, the grieving process of letting go of my business. I understand that in letting go of something I’ve put so much energy towards, I may experience pain and heartache. And, I am okay with that. because the path forward, is going to bring me fulfillment, freedom and love in ways I probably wouldn’t even have imagined was possible for me.
I pray that in my intuitive journey, I can inspire you to the same. May we both experience powerful blessing’s on our journey. May we open ourselves to the magic and mystic of the universe. May the love that exist’s within everything and everyone reveal itself to us. May we heal the heart’s of many and, may we inspire them as well. Here’s to a more focused and heart-centered journey.
Love Always,
Ariel