Day 26

Letter’s of Surrender: 90 Day’s of Living An Intuitive Life

Saturday, July 5, 2025 9:21am

Dear Reader,

This morning I am being encouraged to intentionally focus upon my, “why.” It is what showed up in my intuitive reading this morning and, initially, my survival mechanism’s kicked in and I was interpreting in ways that I noticed were echoes of my past. For some reason, I move into the energy of my, “why?” and, I begin to feel all of the insecurity that comes with it. I start to create my why’s from a space of not being good enough. And, this whole time, I didn’t even realize it. In relationship to my post yesterday, I was feeling incredibly insecure about my role as a mother. I realize, I was being guided into establishing the why behind my heart-centered journey and I immediately interpreted as, “I need to do these things because I am not a good enough Mom.” Instead of, “I will feel into the energy of my why. The unconditional love that open’s my heart and allows myself to trust what is next.” Even as I type this, I still find it hard to stand on solid ground. Now, I am realizing that much of the things I believe I want is actually being driven from a state of insecurity. Of wanting to force experiences to prove that I am good enough. And honestly, this goes way beyond being a good enough Mom. It leaks into everything I value. A good enough partner. A good enough friend. A good enough esthetician. It is making me realize that perhaps, I still have more inner work today. That the cultivation of heart-centered energy needs more intention and focus.

I have realized that the moment’s that feel the best to me, are the one’s in which I am connecting with my family. Before my mom passed, we used to do dinner’s together. My brother and I would cook and we would sit around a table and each take turns talking about our day. And we would ask question’s of eachother and really get to know the other on a level that we hadn’t felt safe enough to ever share before. It was so healing for all of us. Especially, because I grew up in an Asian household, where feeling’s were not often discussed. More than the actual doing, I have deeply enjoyed the moment’s in which Ayva and I are sitting around talking story to eachother. I love when she open’s up about her desire’s and dreams. Or, when she shares some of her insecurities with me. It makes me feel trusted and really, that’s all I hope to cultivate between the two of us. Is trust. because trust is one of those things that allows for safety. It inspires a safe energy for other’s to share who they truly are. Authenticity is freedom. And when people feel free to be who they truly are and still be loved, they blossom. They truly blossom into these authentic and beautiful human beings. And that’s really, what I want for my daughter. It’s really, what I want for every single person. Including, myself.

I think what I am really understanding about myself is, the one thing that I truly want is endless opportunities to create unforgettable memories with the people that I love. I want to incorporate that with adventure. I need to vibe with the energy of both. Adventure and connection. I want to be able to live life passionately with those I love. And I think, a good next question to contemplate for myself is, “What kind of a decision does a person make who want’s to live a passionate life with those that she loves?” I am intuitively feeling, “She begins with living life passionately with herself.” It all begin’s with me. I need to immerse myself in my passion’s to cultivate the energy and bring my family into that space, with the humility of choice. It may not resonate, but unconditional love is also, respecting the journey of other people’s soul.

With that said, I would like to leave you with the inspiration of passion. I pray you allow the fire of passion to burn deeply in your soul. I pray you find the action to match that passion, and you take step’s to immerse yourself within it, every moment that you get. I pray you allow that to reverberate so loudly from your heart, that everyone around you are inspired to the same. When you choose to live from your heart, you give permission to other’s to do the same. It begin’s with you.

Love Always,

Ariel

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