Day #35
Letter’s of Surrender: 90 Day’s of Living An Intuitive Life
Monday, July 14, 2025 6:58pm
Dear Reader,
Tonight, I am going to be doing both daily post’s here. I found myself deciding to break out of routine and I have realized something, I love this. I love being able to write and share twice daily. I realize, that sometimes, you need to step away from something to see if that’s actually what you want. And to be honest, I believe that is completely fair for every single one of us.
This morning, I spent in deep meditation about this continued cycle that keeps coming up - the one that I notice brings me to a point of excitement, then tries to convince me that it’s not really me. Understanding that I have let go of so many thing’s because I have an unconscious belief system that pushes and pull’s against my deepest desires. Wanting something, but believing I cannot have it. And I know one thing for sure, we all do this to ourselves in one way or another. Many times, this cycle play’s out in the most important aspect of our lives.
In acknowledging and understanding this cycle, I affirm my belief that continuous work on yourself is the key to continued growth and evolution. It affirms my belief that our inspiration’s, excitement’s and desires are spiritual. Our inspiration’s then become a threshold, that call’s us to walk through. It invite’s us to become a better, different version of ourselves. We weren’t meant to stay the same. Change is good. It always has been, and it is a cycle that many of us push against. It speak’s to our deepest insecurities surrounding loss, abandonment and worthiness. Simultaneously, it calls us to heal those aspect’s of ourselves, so that we can move into a higher level of reality. I continue to believe that we were meant to have anything that we want and, be anything that we want.
My very first eyelash extension workshop is right around the corner and, I can feel this is a threshold that has been calling to me for year’s now. It has been whispering and calling me forth. It get’s louder and louder, wanting me to breathe life into it. I have answered the call and yet, I feel resistance around it. Intuitively, I know that walking through this threshold, is going to bring me into a reality that feel’s so unfamiliar. Yet, I desire it so much. I desire to be positively influential and impactful. I desire to create an environment that uplifts and encourages other women to be the best version of themselves. It’s like I see version’s of myself in other’s, and want them to see just how unlimited their possibilities are. Part of me also knows, that in wanting that for others, I want that for myself, as well. To open my own pathway, is to allow other’s to open up totheir highest pathway’s as well.
With that said, I want to continue encouraging you to continue your intuitive path. To continue developing a deeper relationship with who you are. Do not be afraid to uncover and unravel your deepest truth’s. The good and the bad. To be able to look at them objectively, and decide what you want more of and what you want less of. To understand, that you have way more power in your day to day life, then you actually believe. I believe, you were made for this type of deep work. You came here to understand yourself on another level.
The week and a half, I will be doing much preparation for my workshop. This will be preparation that has to do with putting the actual workshop together, but it will also be an energetic preparation to cross this threshold that has been calling to me. I look forward, to sharing this path with you.
Till the morning.
Love Always,
Ariel