Day #4
Letter’s of Surrender: 90 Day’s of Living An Intuitive Life
From the Sacred Geometry Oracle Deck by Francene Hart
June 13, 2025 6:58am
Dear Reader,
I pulled the card pictured above in reverse, so that is why it is upside down. According to the accompanying book, it stands for an ending. That something is coming to an ending and man, the relativity is so relevant. I think, for the first time in my life, I am realizing just how free I am. I feel like it is something I have been saying my whole life, “I just want to be free.” And, I had no idea what I meant by that. I would interpret it in a very materialistic way. Meaning, I want to have a lot of money, so I can be free to do whatever I want, whenever I want to. Or, I would interpret it, within my relationship’s as, “I just want to be able to do whatever I want, whenever I want.” It was always this constant scream for autonomy over my life because the structures that I have been taught exists, just didn’t seem to fit what I ultimately wanted. What I didn’t realize that I was caging myself within those structures because I didn’t want to stand out too much. I didn’t want to shake too many feather’s. But, that’s the thing about really owning your autonomy, you are going to shake feather’s and, people are going to think you are weird because you aren’t following the crowd. It’s just part of choosing freedom. And that’s okay. And I have come to peace with it.
I realize that freedom begin’s with you. It begin’s with how you perceive the world around you. Whatever I believe about my freedom, is what will come knocking on my door and I had such a fighting battle with freedom. I was always fighting and hustling for it, instead of just relaxing into it. I already am free. I just needed to see that. Which means, there is no need to fight. It’s a state of receptivity. It’s allowing yourself to think what you want, to believe what you want, to move towards your curiosity, to act in love, to remove yourself when something isn’t vibing. Freedom is knowing that you do not have to be conditioned because most of the world is. Freedom is also, trusting that you are being held by God and that everything that happens in your life is for you, not against you. And even in my own, definition. You don’t even need to define it the same way as me, you can define freedom however you want. But freedom is also being able to confidently say, this works for me, so I am going to continue doing it. It is also being able to look out into the world and say, I see what is working for you and I honor that. To be free, means to allow freedom without condition.
I think I am also realizing that when you understand your own freedom, you are also opening the door to possibility. When you believe you are truly free, you also believe that anything is possible for you. To think that unlimited possibilities exist for me is such a big thought. I almost don’t know how to hold it. I also know that, when you believe in unlimited possibility, it forces you to expand your worldview. You have to have an expansive worldview in order to make room for unlimited possibility.
In relationship to the card, I believe what is ending for me, is my previous worldview. The way I have been relating to the world is ending and a new way of relating is opening. And I have to admit, i can feel it, but i don’t even know what it looks like yet. I guess it wouldn’t be considered the unknown, if I did.
This brings me back to living an intuitive life. I realize that freedom is a huge part of it. Living an intuitive life, a heart-led life, also requires this expansive worldview. To open your heart and mind to everything and everyone around you with the expectation that literally, ANYTHING could happen. And to also, be okay with that. To be able to regulate your nervous system to accept possibility is a constant call back to your awareness and some serious breathwork. lol. I never thought I’d be a breather, but you know what? It has literally saved me from myself so many, many times. And now, I can calm my nervous system in 30 second’s.
But anyway, I feel today is going to be an expansive day. I am almost feeling nervous. I think it’s also excitement. Whatever it is, I’m looking forward to sharing my reflection’s with you this evening.
Be good to yourself.
Love Always,
Ariel