Day #41
Letter’s of Surrender: 90 Day’s of Living An Intuitive Life
Sunday, July 20, 2025 8:13am
Dear Reader,
Today, I am anchoring into sovereignty and understanding, this has always been my path. I have always had a soulful rebellious soul. I have always looked out into the world and noticed hypocrisy and the way in which, people would say what they didn’t mean. I felt it and seen it large system’s and in places that I was taught were supposed to be safe. I was given a false view of the world and society. Not, that it is all negative nor all positive. I have never been taught the truth - that negative and positive exist’s in everything and the key skill here, is individual discernment. It is being able to look out into the world, and discern, through observation, what you would like more of and, what you would like less of. It is being able to hear your own voice, above anyone else’s. It is knowing that your authentic path isn’t found in following other’s.
As an adult, I honor this truth and am only now learning, how to develop the skill of discernment. It is as if, I am having to rebuild my entire foundation and undrestanding the world. One that is more in alignment with my authentic self. I perceive people so differently now. I see experiences so deeply now. I understand the ways in which I can be of assistance and I understand how I need to honor the choices of other’s, by letting them go. There is so much learning that I am being exposed to right now. More specifically, I am realizing a theme that continues to reveal itself to me and that is, one of survival.
Now, that I have understood and am actively working to heal my own survival mode. I realize it and I see it in other’s. Especially, how it plays out with women. I see myself within them and I recognize the ache of my own heart. I want to make space for them and, reflect a mirror, so that they can see what is possible for them. I feel I am clarifying and aligning my path into one that intentionally empower’s other women through setting the example and, active guidance. It feel’s both exciting and passionate. It feel’s right, but not righteous. I have figured out how to teach with humility. How to guide, intuitively. Every person, needing a different, individual and customized approach. That is what it mean’s to love and become present with other’s.
I have always wanted to empower other’s. Since, I was a child. I enjoyed making other’s feel good, making them laugh, noticing the thing’s that make them unique and telling them about it. I always had the gift of communication and intuition. I didn’t know it then, but I understand how it played out in my favor my whole life. So, I pick up this wand of passion, again, but from a space of wisdom and intuition. I am so excited for what I am building.
Once again, I come right back around to the belief that cultivating the relationship you have with yourself, is the most valuable work you will do. It is deep work, but it will benefit you in way’s you never imagined. The path to your most authentic life, doesn’t begin outside of you. It begin’s within. it’s begin’s with cleansing all the thought cycle’s and limited belief system’s that have held you back. It begin’s with tilling the soil of your mind and clarifying what kind of soil you want to plant this new life within. It begin’s with nourishing and watering the seed’s you’ve planted. One small step at a time. Soon enough, you will look back and realize that you have come a long way. The version of you that existed in survival mode will be unfamiliar to you. You will realize that the work you’ve done was worth it. All the tear’s you’ve cried, all the grief you’ve felt, was all worth it. The people around you will benefit from the example you’ve set. It will either activate the potential that exist’s within them too or, it will inspire them to run in the opposite direction. It will inspire you to encourage those who have aligned with you and, it will teach you how to gracefully let go of who doesn’t. Either way, it is beneficial. It is positive and it teaches you the reality of life cycle’s.
So, with that said, here is another reminder to continue choosing yourself. Let go of the belief that it is selfish to choose yourself. To heal and strengthen the relationship you have with yourself. You are supposed to grow into the best version of yourself.
Till tomorrow.
Love Always,
Ariel