Day #2
Letter’s of Surrender: 90 Day’s of Living An Intuitive Life
Dream Oracle Card’s For the Awakening Dreamer by Kelly Sullivan Walden
June 11, 2025 7:21am
Dear Reader,
This morning, prior to pulling the card pictured above, I prayed for energetic direction. I asked, “What energy should I carry throughout the day?” Tbh, I wasn’t expecting this. I honestly felt like crying, and not from a space of sadness, but from a space of feeling loved. Allowing myself to feel loved, appreciated, protected, worthy, and considered. It is something I have struggled with my whole life.
Some of you already know, but I am a 38 year old woman and both of my parent’s exist in the spiritual realm. My dad transitioned when I was 14, and I just recently lost my mom in December of last year. Both times, my life has shifted dramatically. And honestly, I do not want to dive too deeply into this, either. I feel I am still making peace with this, but it is also, a huge motivator for me to remain in alignment. I believe it is only in alignment in which I can access their feeling’s of love, and their subtle whisper’s of guidance.
Every time I pull this card, I think of them. And I think of how they are literally reminding me that they are always with me. Even more, they are in a space that is powerfully impactful. I do not only think of the, but I also think of all who came before them, and I acknowledge that powerful love that flows in my direction. Especially, as I realize that they are there. They show themselves to me in moment’s of quiet, in every sunrise, in every sunset, in every white butterfly.
Today, I am reminded to carry the energy of knowing that I am loved and protected. How does one behave, when she knows she is unconditionally loved and supported? What does it mean to move confidently through the world? These are question’s that come to my mind, as I intuitively tune into the energy that is beginning to cultivate. I believe those are powerful question’s. In fact, it bring’s up instances in which, I look to other people to tell me what to do. Or, I change what I am doing or creating, to be accepted by other’s. And by other’s, I mostly mean, by the people I love the most. The people I spend the most time with. I think it is quite common, to lose access to our own guidance in the name of love.
I have realized over time, however, that one does not need to lose themselves in the name of love. That one does not need to shape shift, in order to be loved in a relationship. And that is any relationship, not just a romantic one. We tend to do it because we were taught to from our parent’s. In the way’s they would try to force us to behave, so that we could fit in their boxes or, to make life easier for them. The intention was love, but many times, love is used as an excuse to force control. There is a strong difference between control and guidance, and many people have not found clarity on either. One requires deep listening, objectivity and tender suggestion’s, and the other is rooted in personal fear. Even I, had to learn how to shift my parenting to mirror what I wanted to receive when I was a child. I must say, it was difficult in the beginning because I didn’t have an example. And yet, with the intention to unconditionally love my child, my intuition kicked in, and I have learend how to shift my parenting style completely.
I am not too sure, what cultivating this energy of remembrance will bring to my doorstep today. Perhaps, it is more about remembering to act from this space of being unconditionally loved and supported. To quiet the voice’s of lack and fear, when I move throughout my day. We are just in day #2 and I am realizing, that living an intuitive life truly does begin with the self. Love begets love. Happiness begets happiness. Joy begets joy. Emotions and energy are momentous. To bring more love into your life, you must be love.
I look forward to sharing this evening’s reflection.
Be good to yourself.
Love Always,
Ariel