Day #3 Reflection

June 12, 2025 7:52pm

I was listening to a podcast today with the author of the book, “My Big TOE (Theory of Everything) and it was interesting how it lined up with a realization I have been finding more clarity on. In fact, that podcast allowed me to root within this newfound clarity. And it is simply that, no one really knows what is going on here. Even scientists admit that, even with everything they have found out, there is still so many unanswered question’s about life, what the universe is made of, where we go after we die and where we come from. No one know’s why we’re here. People can speculate and create a belief system around their speculation’s, but we don’t really know.

So, what does one do with this realization of complete creative freedom? We get to live in a time, where we can create whatever life that we want. It’s been interesting for me to observe drama unfold, and think, “Life is magnificent and you’re worried about that?” It has brought a realization on me about how narrowly focused much of society really is. In many ways, human’s create their own problem’s. I often say to people who are worrying, “When you zoom out, it’s not that big.” and it’s not to invalid their issues, but it’s to help them stabilize on a more solid perspective. When you realize how big your life is, like truly realize it, you begin to see all the ways in which you wasted your time and energy on things that didn’t enhance your life.

I literally feel as if, I am exiting the matrix. And yet, I also feel like I’m still in the transitioning phase of it. I see it, but I also don’t understand what that mean’s for me moving forward. And I think that’s the value of these letter’s of surrender. The only thing I can do, is move forward intuitively. To feel for the next best step, one step at a time.

This type of realized freedom is incredibly new to me. And honestly, it is so new that I cannot even explain it fluidly. Even this post is making me feel uncomfortable and unorganized. In my head, I’m thinking, wtf. Erase this whole thing, it doesn’t even make sense. lol. And perhaps, it isn’t supposed to just yet. Perhaps, it is supposed to reflect the honesty of my own becoming. It is simply that although I have found clarity on a thought, I haven’t yet found clarity on an action step. And the only thing I can think of, is to get closer to my intuition. To just continue trusting in my connection to God. To trust what I am being inspired to. To pay even more attention to the synchronicities. Perhap’s, this is just a call to be more observant.

In an unknown space, I am going to find even more of myself. That is what I intuitively know.

Till the morning.

Love Always,

Ariel