Day #3
Letter’s of Surrender: 90 Day’s of Living An Intuitive Life
June 12, 2025 7:13am
Dear Reader,
This morning’s pull was an interesting one. I asked, “What is the energy surrounding living an intuitive life?” The card pictured above, is what came up. And it’s such an interesting pull because, I think on some level we can all relate to needing to flush away all that no longer serves us. But, I also don’t think that most people understand the depth of that. That this flushing, is peeling away years and years of layer’s that don’t belong to you. For many of us, it begin’s to activate our suvival mechanism’s. We come up with all these reason’s why we should hold onto certain beliefs, thought’s, action’s. We struggle with feeling’s of betrayal and disloyalty, because who are we without the culture we grew up in? Or, the religion we have been immersed in our whole lives? We begin to worry about being disowned by those we love because we want to find our true, and authentic selves beneath all the things that were given and forced since we were children. I hope today’s entry will assist you in easing your survival instincts.
I am realizing in day #3, of this intentional intuitive living, you have to clear space in order to access your true intuition. I have been noticing so many thing’s about my own thoughts, that I thought were just normal for me. They had become my identity, and I have to be real honest with you, I have a tendency to lean toward’s being self-righteous and cynical. The better part of me believes fully in authenticity and the right to live however one wants to live. I believe that there is room for all of us to have whatever belief’s we want to. And I my better self believe’s in unconditional compassion. And what I’ve realized is, it’s easy to say those things, but when the opportunity comes up to begin acting on those thing’s, you meet your true self.
An incident came up yesterday, in which my name came up, but I wasn’t the focus of the issue. And yet, I could feel myself wanting to pick up the momentum in order to justify my position, but my intuition knew, that if I picked up that momentum, even with the best intention’s, I was going to allow purposeful negativity into my space. I came face to face, with my own self-righteous attitude and it rang in my head for most of my day. Intuitive living, has alot to do with, reading into experience and making clear decision’s based on the energy you’re feeling. In other words, intuitive living, requires you to trust yourself.
I have chosen to live a life that is aligned with joy, happiness, love, fun, adventure, compassion. In making that choice, I have to be discerning about where I place my attention. Many times, it mean’s not falling into the action’s inspired by your ego. I have chosen to live a life, in which I will not justify who I am, what I choose to do and where I choose to go. I have been unraveling for sometime now, and I’ve realized how much of my own inner freedom I’ve given away just to be accepted and loved. I am choosing strongly, not to go back in that direction of caring about what other’s think about me. And, that lovingly includes, the people I love the most. To give unconditional love, is to also be able to receive it back without guilt and with the pure understanding, that you are deserving of it.
And so, this morning, as I release part of yesterday’s experience and take up even deeper ownership of my own freedom and autonomy, I send you the courage to do the same. There is adventure within getting to know who you truly are. And even though, we’re just in day #3, I am realizing that the adventure I had set out for, is actually, beginning within me. As within, so without. Which means, my physical life may be serving up some amazing gifts and I am in full receptivity of them.
I look forward to this evening’s reflection with you.
Be good to yourself.
Love Always,
Ariel