Day #30 Reflection
Wednesday, July 9, 2025 8:05pm
Dear Reader,
It has definitely been an interesting day of reflection and contemplating how to structure my action step’s. Also, I learned alot today about a tarot card pull that I did this morning. One of my action step’s is to develop my intuitive abilities, so I am beginning to accumulate more in-depth knowledge of each tarot card and my Sacred Geometry deck. I already have an understanding, but the goal is to continue going deeper into each card. Tarot and oracle card’s have so much history and that is also something that I am learning as well. Just how deep this history goes and even, how much of the true meaning of these card’s, have been loss. They are great tool’s. Especially, when developing a better relationship with yourself and, understanding your connection to the divine.
Today, the Five of Cup’s stood out in my heart. I pulled it this morning and did my deep dive. Everything I learned about it resonated so deeply with where I am.
The Five of Cup’s represent’s a crossroad’s. In many tarot depiction’s, three cup’s are spilt and two cups are, upright. The three spilt cup’s symbolize old ways of doing things, old dreams, an old version of yourself. The two of cup’s symbolize possibility and what could happen if the new path’s are taken. It’s crossroad’s between the old and the new. With the pressing question, “Do you pick up what is familiar? Or, do you begin what’s new?” It represent’s the momentum of familiarity and how we often choose what is familiar because it feel’s safe. It represent’s the energy that is waiting to move forward into your new life. The number five represent’s destruction and change, while the Suite of Cup’s is representative of intuition, heart and emotion. I literally, felt called out this morning.
The truth is, I love the idea of my new life. I can feel it, I have a general idea of what it could possibly look like. I resonate with the idea of familiarity, though. I observe all of the thought’s of giving up what I have been building, to take a new path. I observe my own insecurity of the unknown. I have never even lived a glimpse of what I want to create for myself and so, it feels incredibly scary. Sometimes, I sit in the midst of my fear and sometimes, I observe it. Either way, I acknowledge that it exist’s and, I am constantly having to tune into the energy of possibility and allow myself to believe in my own transition and growth. The Five of Cup’s was a reminder that this part of the process is normal.
There is an inner state of chaos that erupts when you decide to change your life. Your nervous system wants to hold onto what is familiar, but your heart and soul are ready to align with possibility. Knowing the difference between your anxiety and your intuition becomes a valuable skill. The development of this skill inspires a deeper relationship with oneself, which in turn benefits you, the people you love the most and every creative endeavor you pour your heart into.
If you are having a Five of Cup’s moment, this is your sign to remain strong. Allow yourself to move through the process of grief, that come with releasing the old and, making space for the new. I pray you stay focused on the cups of possibility.
Till the morning.
Love Always,
Ariel