Day #30
Letter’s of Surrender: 90 Day’s of Living An Intuitive Life
Wednesday, July 9, 2025
Dear Reader,
Today feel’s like a day of preparation, planning, and accumulation of knowledge. That is how I am going to choose to till the soil that I am planting seed’s in and nourish the root’s that grow from those seeds. Honestly, those are three thing’s that I would often lack in any endeavor. I think the last time I actually prepared, planned and accumulated knowledge was when I was studying for my 8th Grade Spelling Bee, which ended up getting me to state competition. It makes me laugh a little inside, because it was a few decades ago and that particular experience still holds strongly within my memories. It was definitely, one of the first time’s I set out to do something and accomplished every part of the journey through intent focus. It was the first time, I actually felt incredibly proud of myself for all the work I had done from the beginning till the end. Even though, I didn’t win the overall competition, I was still proud of myself.
There is a part of that experience that I have never really been inspired to explore, till now. Which is the moment I got cut out from the competition. I was given a word that I knew how to spell. It was so deeply embedded in my memory, but my nerves got the best of me. The environment was so intimidating. I was in the news studio, with camera’s on me and, I wasn’t taught how to calm myself to access the knowledge I knew I had. So, that was sort of a bummer’s. But, it’s okay. The understanding of how to calm my nervous system is now beginning to root itself in my habit’s. Now I understand how to do it and, how valuable it is. It is not just about being able to get the answer right, but it’s also about knowing how to access your true self.
This morning, I put a strong cup of coffee in my system and started writing about how I wanted to move. And, it’s so interesting, to come down from that space a couple of hours later, and realize that although that may be true, there was no rush to close that gap. It’s interesting how the thing’s you put in your body, affect your ability to think clearly. To know what you want and to tune to the frequency of your true self. I am realizing, that it’s not just about biological health, it is quality of life overall.
It is definitely making me tune into this intuitive work that I am carving a path on. I know, that this intuitive work is truly mine. It gives me energy naturally. I don’t have to put anything in my body to feel the natural boost that it allows me. It get’s my blood flowing and I feel so tuned into higher consciousness and really, into the world around me. To everyone. I feel no need for separation. Just a strong call of confidence and unconditional love for myself and for everyone. This work, makes me a better person, organically. I am learning the difference between forced energy and, cellular energy that is inspired from the inside. This is how I know that this work, is truly in alignment with who I am. I have no idea how this work is going to grow, but intuitively know that this work is going to take me around the world. I just have to keep being consistent with this work I do every day.
The rest of my series will be filled with forward momentum. I am focusing upon building positive momentum in my work. I intuitively feel how it may develop, based on what I’ve seen other’s do, but I am also, making space for surprise. I feel alot of my intuitive journey will be unexpected.
Today, I will be doing deeper dives into developing my intuitive abilities deeper and, I will share my process here, as well. My plan is to study and practice every single day. I am also starting to clean up my diet a bit. Mostly, choosing to eat at home, adding more organic and vegetables and fruits, and also, staying on top my supplement’s. My goal is to develop a deeper understanding on how to assist the development of my cellular and metabolic health through food’s and the thing’s that I put in my body. By tomorrow, I should have a developed list of daily to-do’s that I will also, share with you.
I pray that you are inspired to nourish the new seed’s that you are planting in your life. I pray you are inspired to enlightened ways of watering those seed’s, so that the root’s that grow from it, are healthy and strong. I pray those root’s are grown with the energy of unconditional love that you have for yourself. I pray those root’s are nurtured with the intentional action step’s you take each day. I pray that you never give up on yourself through this time, even in challenging moment’s. You are supposed to live your most enlightened, heart-centered life. Stay focused.
Love Always,
Ariel