Day #31
Letter’s of Surrender: 90 Day’s of Living An Intuitive Life
Thursday, July 10, 2025 2:22pm
Dear Reader,
Today, I am owning my direction and, I am going to begin doing the knowledge accumulation part of this work. It has been interesting to look at everything in hindsight and realize, that this is my true self. The part of me that wants to influence and impact other’s to heal through self-awareness, truth, release and refinement. Alot of different aspects of my life are finally beginning to make sense. Affirming my belief that, everything happen’s for a reason.
For the past week or so, I have been talking about taking my intuitive writing and reading path seriously. I was writing a lot about making it my main focus. That it would be the thing that would bring about a meaningful, fulfilling and abundant life. Yet, it was so broad. Being an intuitive can mean so many different thing’s. We all use and express our intuitive abilities in different ways. And I feel like, that’s why I felt both hopeful and lost. I knew that I wanted to develop my intuitive abilities and, have that be my main focus of work, but I didn’t know how I wanted to express it.
I decided to start following my curiosities. The thing’s that I have always been drawn to. The thing’s that I naturally gravitate toward’s. I followed my interest in tarot and oracle card’s, which I am going to continue using and developing my skill within. But, I also realize that my unconditional love for healing other’s has been something I wanted to express in so many different ways, throughout my whole life. I thought of becoming a nurse, a doctor, a health and wellness coach. I got into a service business and, found myself offering guidance to my client’s in so many different aspects of life. It’s just something I’ve naturally gravitated toward’s. I always to be of assistance. And maybe, I drive my worth from it, but I also know, that it makes me feel connected to the flow of life. It comes incredibly natural to me. I have decided I would follow that, too.
Within the world, there is a need for integration. Health and wellness isn’t just about taking care of your mental and physical body. It is taking care of your spiritual, mental, emotional and physical self. And, that is the avenue in which I am going to develop my work around. My intuitive abilities come into play through working with client’s one on one. Creating a customized program that help’s them clear out what isn’t working and build new habit’s around the person they want to become and the life that they want to live. I will be able to tap into their energy and bring their truth forward, so that we can acknowledge it for what it is, see how it has affected their life in both negative and positive ways. Then, choose to let it go. it will be a program that incorporates physical health. Honoring the things we put in our bodies and mind’s. The core intention is to get to the root of all issues and heal them. Root issues are cyclical. So much so, many don’t even notice that they are caught within a cycle.
My work will be deep. Just the way that I prefer it. I have always felt so naturally drawn to depth and now, I am understanding why. This was always supposed to be my work. I was always supposed to do the deep work. It’s the same work I’ve done on myself and now, I can see why I had to do it. I was teaching myself and gathering the necessary knowledge, through my own life experience, so I would be able to get to this point. A point that will help me heal other’s as well.
A psychic once told me, that I come from a line of women healer’s. She could feel that a huge part of my journey was to heal the generation’s of women who came before me and, the one’s who come after me. I resonated with that so deeply. And I could tell, that I was already expressing that journey through the decision’s I would make as a mother, as a life partner, and even, as a business owner. I can see how I am now taking it and wanting to spread that across my whole life. I believe in the evolution of humanity and therefore, I add to that evolution, by taking part in creating a world filled with more healed human’s. With people who have learned to quiet their survival mechanism’s and choose to live from the heart. I want to assist in the creation of that world. Not, in the one that keep’s people repeating negative life cycle’s. I have always had a passion for this type of work and I can feel the integration of all the thing’s I’ve already learned coming to my awareness all over again.
This path makes everything in my life make sense. I have been learning through experience all a long.
If I had to take one lesson from all of this, it would be, trust your life event’s. Even the one’s that feel incredibly challenging.
Two thing’s happen in the dark -
You appreciate the light, more.
You learn the most valuable lesson’s.
You get to know yourself more intimiately.
In this time, you have the choice to root deeper into trust. You have the choice to develop the relationship you have with God, The Universe, Broader Perspective,Your Highest Self through faith and surrender. In this time, you can choose to move faithfully through the dark, taking the lesson’s you need and leaving the rest. You do not have to be consumed by the dark. It is, but a teacher. Here for a just one moment. Trust that there will be a inspiring moment in which you look back on your life and think, “This all happened for a reason.” Trust that you are on your path.
Love Always,
Ariel