Day #8
Letter’s of Surrender: 90 Day’s of Living an Intuitive Life
June 17, 2025 8:30am
Dear Reader,
No card pull this morning, but definitely a strong sense of wanting to align with my creation’s and water them. From this point forward, I will be blogging mostly about my creation’s. I like to look at them as a garden. Every creation is different, but it add’s to the community. Everything feed’s the other and nourishes and nurtures life differently. I feel I have been completely vulnerable about the thing’s about me, that I have been working toward’s changing and transforming. Now, it’s time to be completely vulnerable about the things that I want to create. And, if I’m being completely honest, the level of vulnerability I feel surrounding what I want to create feel’s just as big as sharing the darker parts of me that I’ve been wanting to transform. I will say one thing, this is helping me to move out of that space of darkness. Sometimes, you get stuck there. Always, looking for messes to clean up. Eventually, you have to move out of there and begin focusing on what you’re trying to build from this new sense of self. While there may still be remnant’s of my mess, I am going to move forward with faith that, focusing on what I want to create will move those remnant’s out over time. The thing’s that no longer vibrate with who you have become, exit your life. And, I am banking on that energetic understanding.
I have a handful of dream’s that I have been building over time. Some are further along than other’s. But I do understand that each one will grow at their own time and one will help the other. I have a beauty business, that I am currently integrating. It is becoming an integrative esthetic’s studio, in which I integrate inner health into everything. Offering supplement’s to help skin, hair and nail’s. Focusing on gut health to improve skin. Those are the two basic thing’s I know so far, but I will be learning more and integrating over time. I don’t see any integrative esthetic studio’s, so this I will be building one block at a time. I have been having a ton of fun with it so far. I love that I have allowed my business to grow. I focus on eyelash extension’s right now, but am growing a facial and waxing clientele, which I absolutely love doing, too. It’s been really fun for me. I will be teaching lash certification workshop’s and have started my own lash brand, too. So, this business is growing and has been for the past 11 year’s. I love how rooted it feel’s and how foundation it is. It is like the Tree of Life in the middle of my garden, that will give the other life in my garden the nourishment it needs to grow.
I am also in the work’s of bringing to life a boutique. I have one product in the work’s right now, but it really is just a place I am going to fill with all of my favorite things. I will design everything that mean’s something to me, and create merchandise around it. It will also be a boutique that is connected to a fiction story I am writing. The goal is to eventually, build this boutique out in the same I have it described in my fiction story. My story is filled with magic and adventure, and I hope to be able to bring it to life in my boutique as well.
I am also beginning to really step into the intuitive aspect of my work. This blog is part of it, but I also have my youtube channel, in which I offer daily reading’s for the collective. I honestly, haven’t shared it with any one in my personal circle. Ayva and Mike are the only one’s who know. All of my followers on Youtube are an organic following, which I can appreciate. I recently just started a TikTok. lol. But my goal with my intuitive work, is to become a reader. I want to do 1:1 Intuitive Counseling and reading for those who would like it. It is literally something that I could probably start now, but I also am okay with waiting, until my confidence grows a little more and people begin asking me, personally. My reading’s are also different from what most people are used to. They are general and more broadly perceived. They have to do with being able to see yourself in everyone and everything and learning from that. On my Youtube channel, I pose the quesiton, “What is the message that I need to hear today, in order to align with my highest self?” And I think alot of people want to be told what to do, instead of being given a reflection, so that they can come to clarity on their own, autonomous terms. Which, I feel, has way more power within it. Either way, I am confident in my intuitive abilities, but I am discerning about sharing them with everyone.
I am also, begining the energetic work on creating a travelogue. When my partner and I first met, we did alot of card pulling together and adventuring, based on our card pull’s. And I found that so fun and adventurous. I wanted to start doing that again with more intention and with a place to document it. So, I haven’t done much work on it. But, it is coming to fruition. I’ve literally just planted the seed.
So, these are the things currently growing in my garden. All of them at very different stages of growth. And this is probably the first time, I have shared it in the way that I just have. You know, I really enjoy aligning with the things that I am creating. I love how unique to me they are. I am literally getting the opportunity to share my heart with other’s in a very physical way.
What used to hold me back before, was wanting to rush to close the gap. Instead of tending to my garden, the way a true gardener does. Or, tending to my artwork, the way a true artist does. There is no hurry, just a sense of planting one seed at a time, and then, watering it. Allowing space for it to grow and then, intuitively tending to that growth. As you nurture that cycle, you end up with something beautiful and uniquely created by you.
And I think, shifting my perspective in this way, has helped to relieve any unnecessary stress about needing to close the gap. In fact, just honoring the idea that there isn’t a gap, because what if, there isn’t an ending? What if the seed you have planted doesn’t have an ending, and is just meant to grow and evolve? The way you approach it’s growth would be different. All I know is, I am no longer in a rush. I have become excited about what is. I have everything I need to take the next step’s, and it seem’s that every time I take the next step, everything I need for the following step become’s available. When you can trust yourself and the universe in this way, you realize that there really is magic here. AND, you get to take part in it if you allow yourself to.
I know this is a long one. And, if you made it this far, that’s cool. Let my journey be a reminder, that you get to live a creative life, too. Creativity and intuition exist’s in all of us. Build from your heart, and the rest will fall into place.
Love Always,
Ariel