Day #8 Reflection
June 17, 2025 8:56pm
Dear Reader,
Today, I was listening to a video of a man who was talking about knowing when you are on the right path. And, he said something profound. He said, “You know it’s your path, when you can’t see the path ahead.” And that is something I deeply resonate with. I also realize, that he’s not really referring to an actual plan, either. There is a sense of autonomy and authenticity in his word’s as well. Serving as a reminder to make decision’s along your path, that are specific and catered to who you are and what you want to create. To be someone who carves their own path and doesn’t follow.
There is also this sense of understanding that your path is supposed to be unique. What if we werent meant to know what our path was going to look like? What if we were supposed to approach life with a sense of receptivity and adventure? Making discoveries along the way, practicing discernment within our decision’s, and allowing ourselves to completely free fall into the process. I understand why people tend to fall off the path toward’s their goal’s, because the path they’re following, was created by someone else. It is hard to find passion for life, when you are following someone else’s blueprint.
I decided to write about this because in the evening, when I am tired, I find my thoughts begin to lean toward’s negativity and doubt. I am really beginning to notice how feeling tired, tend’s to bring up old way’s of thinking. Except, these days, I don’t feel so attached to them. They’re still there and perhaps, they will be non-existent over time. I have been mindful of the fear that exist’s within me because I see how different my goal’s are. How they are seemingly crazy and delusional. My path feel’s so different than other’s, that it’s hard for me to see the path ahead. And instead of stressing out about it, I have decided to surrender to it. To allow myself to trust this authentically created path. I have decided, it’s only intimidating, if I allow it to be. Every time I find myself worrying about the future, I tune to the present moment and I continuously remind myself, that the only thing that matter’s is the here and now. I continuously remind myself that I trust my intuition and that God, has me. I will know what I am supposed to do next. So far, it’s been working. And you know what I’ve noticed? I work less, but produce more. I am burnt out at the end of the day. I am allowing my intuition to lead me through my day and, it seem’s that everything that need’s to get done, gets done. I am really beginning to strengthen the relationship I have with myself, through this practice of presence.
I have an idea of what my goal will look like, but more importantly, I know what my goal will feel like. That is the frequency I tune into as I listen for my next step. I seem to trust, more and more each day, that my goal is going to look so much bigger than the images my mind can up conjure right now. I know it’s going to feel like magic and adventure. So, I do my best not to get caught up in the image of my goal’s, but rather tune into the frequency of my goal’s. You just never know what God may have in store for you. And, this intuitive journey is allowing me to really learn how to trust that.
It feel’s so vulnerable to have so much of my heart on my blog. I have shared everything from my darkest thought’s, to my biggest dream’s. And the thing is, I pray that one day, that will be a normal type of conversation for many. I believe our world is heading into a time of transparency. And that may be why, much of the world seem’s chaotic. Every time truth is revealed, there is a season of chaos. I think on an individual level, it is helpful to become clear on our own truth’s, and become familiar with our darkest thought’s and, really step into the path of our biggest dream’s. When we choose to live our life authentically, we inspire other’s to do the same.
Till the morning.
Love Always,
Ariel