Introducing Letter’s of Surrender: 90 Days of Living An Intuitive Life
June 9, 2025
Today, I decided that tomorrow will be my first day of true and authentic surrender. I have realized a couple of very interesting thing’s about myself. I know I say this often, but conditioning is real and the depth in which it exist within each of us, is even more real. Human’s have created such interesting structure’s in their lives and, have encouraged and sometimes, even required, other human’s to live within their structure. Human’s have created stories about life and death and, have encouraged other human’s to believe the stories they tell. But the truth is, no one truly knows what the universal truth about life or death really is. Literally, no one has lived to tell the tale. We can speculate. We can refer to Near Death Experience’s (NDE). We can refer to science. We can refer to the religion’s across the globe. We can refer to nature. But the truth is, no one person, truly knows. Even if they claim that they do. To understand the truth of that is mind boggling. It can feel chaotic. How is one supposed to live, if the truth is no one really knows the truth about life and death?
I have looked to other’s for how I am supposed to live my life, for pretty much my whole entire life. I have been drawn into the stories of romance, of strength, of success, but none of them were mine. In many ways, I have looked for someone to tell me what to do because I didn’t trust my own intuition, my own curiosity and my own pull toward’s things. It was the way I was raised. My mom dictated everything about my life. Of course it was with good intention, but like many say, the road to hell is often paved in gold. The real hell is living a life that doesn’t feel unique to you. The hell is living a copy and paste life. The true heaven is creating your version of heaven here on earth. Think about how amazing it is to live a physical life. To feel, to see, to hear, to touch, to smell, while also knowing that you are connected to God. What a blessing it is to live a physical life. So why wouldn’t we live a life that tell’s a story of who we truly are? Not what we think other’s want us to be. Not what we think is acceptable. What if we let ourselves be naturally drawn to whatever we want in that moment? What if that is what true freedom really is?
I know it probably sounds like I am ranting. And I probably am. Actually, I am. And it’s only because I’m really beginning to wrap my head around the idea that I truly have the freedom to live a life that is authentic to me, and only me. That God has given every single one of us the opportunity to create our own story, so trying to control other people’s narratives is not our responsibility. The entire universe is made of positive and negative energy. Life is chaotic, but it is also, wise. And I am beginning to realize that in order to live a full life, I have to choose to live an intuitive and incredibly trusting one. One in which I am my own best friend. One in which I trust my own decision’s.
So, with that said, I’ve decided to purposely live an intuitive life for the next 90 days. I am going to plan my life with more insight and less foresight. I am going to stop the spiral of survival and really practice living in the moment. I am going to stop looking at other’s for ways to live and choose to trust in my own intuition. I am going to practice having 100% faith in God and in myself. For the next 90 days, I am going to live in every present moment with the intention to experience fun, joy, love and abundance. I am going to drop this need to save anyone, because that is not my job. And I only thought it was a thing because I wanted to prove my worthiness. So, for the next 90 days I am going to write about it here. It will be called Letter’s of Surrender - 90 Days of Living An Intuitive Life.
Every morning, I will pull an oracle card with the question, “Where is my intuition leading me today?” and I will post a quick reflection on what I intuitively receive from that pull. In the evening, I will write about how my intenton carried out through the day. Noting synchronization, symbolism and unique experiences. Because that is something I have noticed in those moment’s that I am completely present, God is quick to show me that I am in alignment through the unique experiences that present themselves. It feel’s magical and I want more of that magic.
So, I hope you enjoy the next 90 days with me and maybe, just maybe, you’ll feel inspired to begin doing the same.
Love Always,
Ariel