What Your Heart Wants
May 30, 2025
It is literally only 8am in the morning and I feel so much has already happened. Not physically, either. Just within myself. I journal every morning and lately, it’s been focused around uncovering the beliefs that sit behind fear’s or indecision. I keep having to recalibrate and ask myself, but what does your heart want? It’s amazing to realize that for so long, I have never allowed myself to fully own what my heart has wanted.
For so long, I have let my mind make decision’s for me. Instead of act, as a partner, who will assist me in bringing my heart’s desires to life. This morning, I have made strong decision’s about what kind of partner I want to be, the type of partnership I want to experience and, the type of mother I am choosing to be. I have shifted the way I look at structure and freedom. I have moved old pattern’s surrounding preparation and planning and molded them into ritual and reverence.
At the core of it all, I have realized one thing - I was always trying to protect my autonomy and freedom. In a world that is so free, it is interesting how many of us still manage to enslave ourselves. We keep ourselves bound to limited beliefs and old conditioning’s, without even realizing it. Many people go to their graves with limited beliefs and patterns that don’t encourage growth. They leave it in the legacy of their children and their children’s, children. The truth of generational trauma is so deeply rooted and I believe, that is part of the blessing of being alive in this time of the world. There is more freedom now, than there ever was. There is more safety now, than there ever was. In this freedom and safety, we can choose to heal the pain that was passed on. We can heal all the generation’s that came before us and leave a legacy that is more anchored in authenticity, love and abundance.
It is safe to ask your heart, “What do you want?” and I pray that you do. I pray you set time aside for yourself to ask that question in relationship to everything and everyone that you value. And don’t settle for less or second best. Answer that question, even if it may seem and feel delusional. Because at least you will be able to come face to face with the truth of what you want. For the first time, you will be able to see how you haven’t honored your true desires and begin to set the tone to change that. For the first time, you will give that authentic desire a space to breathe and live and perhaps, even, call forth what you’ve been asking for.
This is a time of true unraveling and rebuilding. Don’t be afraid to sit with the truth’s of your heart. In this truth, you will find the courage to open and lead with it.
Be good to yourself.
Love Always,
Ariel