Day #48
Letter’s of Surrender: 90 Day’s of Living An Intuitive Life
Sunday, July 27, 2025 11:24am
Dear Reader,
I am feeling the push and pull between relaxation and work right now. Especially, as I come down from an incredible momentous event. The level of relief and achievement I feel is so awesome. Yet, I find myself wanting to get back on the work train and continue the momentum of what I’ve created. On the other end, I am acknowledging how important and necessary rest will need to be for the next couple of days. The excitement of what’s to come need’s rest in order to be properly translated.
My daughter is also with me for the next week. So, I do know that my presence need’s to shift, so that I can cultivate other aspect’s of my heart and purpose. I am being called to root into my faith, once again. Just in a different kind of way. To have faith, that if I shift my presence to another aspect of my heart, everything else won’t fall apart. It is a repetitive thought cycle of fear for me, that I am only really seeing right now. I am so happy that I am though. Intuitively, I know it is not true. I know the key here is trust. I do not need to sacrifice one thing, in order to have the other. I can have everything that my heart desire’s and, it doesn’t make me a bad person for wanting it, either.
It’s been interesting to evaluate my thought processes. To see how they have influenced and impacted the decision’s I’ve made in my life. And tbh, I often feel I repeat myself within these blog posts. I am always offering some type of reflection and realization of some type of cycle that repeat’s in my life. It has become so natural for me to begin examining the thing’s that don’t feel like me, or feel uncomfortable, or produce negative emotion’s within me. I have literally stopped settling for thing’s that don’t feel right. I have also realized that not settling, is more about not allowing myself to not settle for my own negative behavior’s. To continue repeating pattern’s that don’t bring me to life. And instead, keep me playing small and safe.
I will continue to move into this new way of living and life. Into being more intentional about how I step into my day and into the different role’s that I play. I will continue to pick up the cup’s of emotions that inspire life within me. I will continue to allow myself to cultivate the different aspect’s of my heart, with deep knowledge that I am supposed to have all of it. Otherwise, I wouldn’t feel love and passion rise within me. I realize, that life doesn’t have to be one way. It can be whatever way you want. And, I am going to live each day as if that is the only truth I know.
Yesterday, was amazing for me and, I feel a type of loyalty to my future that I never have before. It is unconditional. It is the type of nourishment my future has been calling for and, I am answering with humility and receptivity.
With all of that, I leave you with this thought -
There will be day’s you find yourself repeating pattern’s that feel heavy and uncomfortable. The key isn’t self-judgment. The key is self-liberation. It is noticing what you are doing, then, choosing change. It does not need to be complicated. It need’s to be consistent. Eventually, the new choice becomes habit and the habit, becomes ritual. It is absolutely liberating when you allow healing to take place through making different choices.
Imagine the type of possibilities and opportunities that would come knocking on your door, if you continued to choose happiness, peace and love. Imagine what that would create in your life, simply by becoming fluid within these continued choices. What an unconditional life you would live. One that isn’t rooted in control and expectation, but one that is open to wonder and curiosity. No matter what it looked like. This is the type of life you deserve. It is the type of life we all deserve.
Till tomorrow.
Love Always,
Ariel