Day #50
Tuesday, July 29, 2025 8:20pm
Dear Reader,
My family and I ended up having to leave our little staycation early because of the tsunami warning. It’s honestly, been quite an interesting day. I was definitely in my head most of the day, dealing with my own emotion’s. Especially, after having some deep realization’s about myself. It was also interesting, because I had some decision’s to make, but this whole tsunami situation happened and the decision was made for me. Because of it, I am getting exactly what I had wanted. As I reflect, I am realizing that I always get what I want and the key for me moving forward, is to become clear and trust. It’s pretty much what happened this morning. I decided I was going to stop drowning myself in old thought pattern’s and just appreciate what was unfolding. I rooted myself in the present moment. Then, the story just started to unfold in direct alignment with what I wanted and, I didn’t even realize it.
And, that’s the thing that makes it all interesting -
Sometimes, we want thing’s to play out a certain way, and believe that we need to control the process. However, as I take this journey of intuition, I am beginning to notice the pattern of becoming clear about what you want, surrendering to the process and experiencing the direct manifestation of it. There is no pushing or pulling, just a quiet surrender. It is a kneeling at the altar of faith, trust and presence. Knowing that no matter what happen’s, you are going to get what you’ve prayed for.
The thing is, the only way to discover this truth is to be brave enough to allow the pattern to unfold in your life. Be intentional about how you move through the pattern and notice, the times in which you asked, then received exactly what you wanted. Notice if complete surrender closed the gap between where you were to where you wanted to be. Notice the way’s in which you act on faith and even, the way’s in which you don’t. Notice, the way’s in which you act from trust, and the way’s in which you don’t. Notice, the moment’s you are completely present and, how it feel’s when you are not. In this pattern, you can learn more about yourself. You can discover the conditioning’s that have held you back. The generational trauma that’s been expressed through you. The experience’s that have tainted your view of the world and of yourself.
On this intuitive path, you also learn of all the goodness and love that exist’s within you. You learn what spark’s passion in your heart. You learn what motivates you and you begin to ask the question, who do I want to be? And, what kind of life do I want to create? Even more, you learn that you have incredible potential. You learn that you are worthy and deserving.
This work is sacred because it teaches you, more about you.
Till tomorrow.
Love Always,
Ariel