Day #57
Letter’s of Surrender: 90 Day’s of Living An Intuitive Life
Tuesday, August 5, 2025 8:02pm
Dear Reader,
Today, has been a very enlightening and bright day for me. I have spent most of my day working on my foundation’s coaching program and organizing all the different project’s I have going on. I have been using ChatGPT to help me with a lot of my organization’s and template’s and idea's to make all of my project’s more manageable. It’s challenging for me sometimes, because I love all of my project’s and I want to breathe life into all of them, but managing my time was tough for me. But, I’m deciding that it doesn’t have to be tough and the resolution is to be more intentional about my time. To really, just be more intentional with what I love.
I find myself re-defining what I believe love is and how it’s acted upon. More specifically, I am re-defining what I believe self-love is and how to act upon it. You want to know the most annoying thing about it is? I’ve known all along, but I lacked the ability to act on it. It was quite reflective of how I treated the whole experience of love. Just a whole bunch of word’s and not alot of aligned action. Especially, in the relationship with myself. And, that is the basis of how I relate to everything and everyone else in my life.
As I work on putting together my foundational coaching program and, doing the necessary research on it, I realize how much I don’t know about myself. I especially am realizing it as I put myself through my own program. My program call’s for alot of tuning into your body and reflection. It requires alot of finding the word’s to express certain energies, thoughts and emotion’s that come up. It require’s alot of paying attention to the things you think and feel throughout the day. In other words, it require’s you to love yourself enough to be honest, intentional and present. AND, to be able to be those thing’s without judgment.
If I had to express what love in action looked like, it would be - honesty, intentionality and presence. It seem’s simple enough and yet, I have struggled with those thing’s my whole life. In hindsight, I realized I have always wanted to be loved that way, I just did not know how to be that or, to receive it. So, of course it would miss me. This journey of self-love is proving to have it’s challenging moment’s, but I am always so appreciative of the love and passion it’s beginning to ignite within me. I have never learned to love myself enough to be disciplined. Or, to love myself enough to have boundaries with other’s. Yet, as each day goes by, I learn more and love more. It’s inspiring so much alignment and clarity.
I root myself deeper into the belief that love begin’s with you. That you only experience love as deeply as you’ve met yourself. That, you can only love other’s, as much as you love yourself. These concept’s are true and they are so worth acting upon. Loving yourself and learning how to take action upon that love is key to living a fulfilling life and finding your most authentic path.
Till tomorrow.
Love Always,
Ariel