Day #81

Letter’s of Surrender: 90 Day’s of Living An Intuitive Life

Friday, August 29, 2025 8:45pm

Dear Reader,

Usually, I would come on here and begin to write with the intention of writing for someone else. I think, what is something good that other’s need to hear? Today, I am realizing that what I should be asking is, “What do I need to hear today?” I am feeling quite withdrawn, but not in a negative way. I am wanting to hold my energy close to me and go inward. I have never felt safe in this state, but today, I do. I am allowing myself to experience being tired, without guilt. I am allowing myself to just be, without needing to feel the need to close any gaps. No fear of missing out, just a deep sense of rest. I never used to allow myself to rest and relax and just exist and be. I always felt the need to be doing something. Otherwise, I would feel useless.

And today, if I had to write something that I needed to hear, it would be just that - allow yourself the honor of resting without guilt and without the fear of missing out. It is okay to be with yourself and experience what it feel’s like to be tired and to find appreciation for that. The past few day’s have been quite active for me. I have been enjoying the activity, too. I have also been enjoying this new state of acceptance of self. I allow myself to be whatever I need to be in that moment. I decided today, I was going to allow myself to be tired and to rest. I am allowing myself to become fluid without judgment.

It is an honor to feel tired from living an active, free and adventurous life. In order to experience the fulfillment and joy that come with living that type of life, rest, relaxation and reflection should be intentionally practiced as well. In this state, healing, evolution and growth happen, which are necessary to sustain an active lifestyle. Allow yourself to experience every aspect of creating a fulfilling life. One is not better than the other. Both are complimentary and necessary to the other.

Till tomorrow.

Love Always,

Ariel